On Becoming Willing

I’m not asleep but I need to wake up
It’s never enough, I have depth to my cup
This is no joke, don’t want to fight
Maybe I’ll end it all on this night.

Father can you feel me?
I’m on my knees I’m reaching out
And I need you now
Cause the light in my heart’s burned out.

Maybe there’s still time to find a way out
I just need something I need it right now
Feeling so weak I’m in pain
Tell me there has to be a better way.

Father can you feel me?
I’m on my knees I’m reaching out
And I need you now
Cause the light in my heart’s burned out.

Father can you hear me?
I think I might be freaking out
And I need you now
Cause the light in my heart’s burned out.

Father can you feel me?
I’m on my knees I’m reaching out
And I need you now
Cause the light in my heart’s burned out.

Father can you hear me?
I think I might be freaking out
And I need you now
Cause the light in my heart’s burned out.